Clueless

Not a day goes by
I don't wish
That the dreams
that I dream
should come true

But sometimes
I get scared
Because I don't know
If the truth
Is something I can go through

And I don't know
If what I've felt before
Was love
Or a knot in my side
Or a knife in my back

And I stop to think
Is there a difference?
I took the long way home today
To think
But I'm getting off track

I guess if you think about it
It's a pretty funny thing
To be alone
In a whole world of people
All lost in space

And I guess if you think about it
It's a pretty scary thing
To live on a rock
Falling forever
Where we try to find our place

I wish that there was something
Where if I watched it
Or read it, or heard it
It would tell me why
And things would make sense

And I can't understand
how someone could make everything
so clear, yet so complex
I just cannot live
at someones expense