Really Happy

I’d be really happy in your warm embrace,

To see that lovely smile on your face.

I want the unbridled flutterings from your kiss. 

I want to feel that incomparable bliss.

I’d be really happy just to be with you.

I’d like to see all there is to see with you.

I want to become all I could be with you.

I want to live the life I conceived with you. 

I’d be really happy, but I’m afraid I’m not.

I can’t live this life like I had thought. 

You couldn’t love me, and I always knew. 

Oh, how I wish it weren’t true.

I’d be really happy, but I can’t be anymore.

I can’t ignore what you’ve said like I had before.

Inside rests a heart so tired and so sore. 

It pounds in my chest, but what for?

- Tristan B.